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antagal nating hindi “nagka-usap”

humiling ako ng isang taong makaka-usap, bigla ka nagparamdam..

parang answered prayer lang…

hehehe…

gusto ko lang magpasalamat dahil nakakagaan ng kalooban yung may maka-usap minsan na kagaya mo.. alam ko kasi naiintindihan mo ako.. pareho lang kasi tayo.. halos ang pagkaka-iba nga lang ee, lalaki ka at babae ako…

sana lang kasing dali lang na sabihin ang gawin ang payo mo…

sinusubukan ko naman ee.. sabi nga sa’yo.. todo na to… hehahah!!

hindi ko pa lang talaga kayang lumabas ng may kasama ngayon, ayoko kasing manggamit ng tao.. malay mo bukas… ibabalita ko agad sa’yo kapag nagawa ko.. hahaha…

pare.. salamat ulit…

nakakatuwa minsan when life proves na hindi naman siya masyadong unfair. ‘coz after some rains and storms there is the rainbow which could be your reason to smile.

it’s touching when someone comes to you and offers himself to make you smile… when someone speaks to you of your good qualities while everyone’s looking at you like you have been a mess.

and as expected of me, i drove him away.

sabi nila in order to be free of anger you have to release yourself of anger. ganun din daw yun when you want to be free from pain. and to that, you should make use of “mediums” where you can release those feelings.

siguro, ayoko lang manggamit ng tao… it’s just not like me. and maybe, i’m also afraid of how much price i would have to pay after. and ayoko gumamit ng iba para maging masaya. i am trying to get through this alone, and i know i would.

isa pa, i don’t understand how someone would help you be happy while being with that person leads to complications. hai, that’s what i don’t understand with men sometimes. and they are hard to figure out. grabe.

siguro din, umiiwas na lang din ako sa mga complications ‘coz i’ve been through a lot and i’m not yet ready to get involved in another.

i’ve gone tired of sitting alone waiting…

i’ve gone tired thinking and hoping…

it’s still sad to know the truth that you have always felt…

and yet, life must go on…

so finally, i’m moving on…